Friday, January 11, 2008

Matched Up

Today I had a meeting with an expectant mother who would like for me to adopt her baby boy. She is due at the beginning of February. We had a very good first meeting and I feel really comfortable with her. She is a really neat gal. She already has two year old twins and they are really cute kids. Her little girl and I made friends quick thanks to the necklace I was wearing. Kids love beads! So at this point we are officially matched and now I just wait. I am going to try my hardest not to get too attached yet and to stay cautiously optimistic. I am so fearful she will change her mind after he is born like Miss N did. I don't know if I can handle all that again. But God has a plan. If this little guy is supposed to be mine then he will be. I just have to have faith this will all work out the way it is supposed too.

Jessie

5 comments:

Darby said...

will you wait to go down until he is born and consents signed? i keep forgetting to ask you!!

Natalie said...

I wish you the best of luck! My mom's friend was supposed to get a baby earlier this week and as soon as the mom saw the baby she decided she couldn't give her up. My heart breaks for all parents to be who wait for a specific baby then don't get it. My fingers and toes are crossed for you.

Sandee said...

Good luck Jessie. I have my fingers and toes crossed. Have a great weekend. :)

Mimi Lenox said...
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Mimi Lenox said...

Oh Jessie. I had no idea you were going through this. How wonderful and how stressful at the same time.
Sending prayers and good vibes your way. Yes, God has a plan. If that little boy is meant to be yours, he will be.

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