Down Day

Just feeling kinda down and sorry for myself today. Talked to Darby for quite awhile tonight and that helped. I do pretty good for a couple days and then I break down. Guess it will just be a fun crazy little crying game I play. I just wonder when things changed. When my old life disappeared and this is what I was left with. I wonder if there are enough prayers in the world to make my mom okay. I'm just tired.....

Jessie